Let’s stop you right there. This blog is not declaring my ten awe inspiring talents to the world. Rather on the contrary is the nagging question that smacks me square in the face on a nightly basis. Here’s the parable that is giving me so much grief.
Matthew 25:14-30 ESV
“For it will be like a man going on a journey, who called his servants and entrusted to them his property. To one he gave five talents, to another two, to another one, to each according to his ability. Then he went away. He who had received the five talents went at once and traded with them, and he made five talents more. So also he who had the two talents made two talents more. But he who had received the one talent went and dug in the ground and hid his master’s money. Now after a long time the master of those servants came and settled accounts with them. And he who had received the five talents came forward, bringing five talents more, saying, ‘Master, you delivered to me five talents; here I have made five talents more.’ His master said to him, ‘Well done, good and faithful servant. You have been faithful over a little; I will set you over much. Enter into the joy of your master.’ And he also who had the two talents came forward, saying, ‘Master, you delivered to me two talents; here I have made two talents more.’ His master said to him, ‘Well done, good and faithful servant. You have been faithful over a little; I will set you over much. Enter into the joy of your master.’ He also who had received the one talent came forward, saying, ‘Master, I knew you to be a hard man, reaping where you did not sow, and gathering where you scattered no seed, so I was afraid, and I went and hid your talent in the ground. Here you have what is yours.’ But his master answered him, ‘You wicked and slothful servant! You knew that I reap where I have not sown and gather where I scattered no seed? Then you ought to have invested my money with the bankers, and at my coming I should have received what was my own with interest. So take the talent from him and give it to him who has the ten talents. For to everyone who has will more be given, and he will have an abundance. But from the one who has not, even what he has will be taken away. And cast the worthless servant into the outer darkness. In that place there will be weeping and gnashing of teeth.”
While it is clear that I don’t want to take the approach of the servant who did nothing with his talent, as it is clear that this did not end well for him. I struggle with figuring out how to balance life with trying to be a good steward in charge of many talents. In my life this means trying to be an excellent husband, father, physical therapist, and triathlete. Often the last two attempt to take over where the previous two should superspeed. Then there’s always the option of just sleeping a little less. A fellow racer once said, “My father said you can be good at 3 things, pick 2.” Or something to this effect. Making the point that pick a few things and excell at them rather than spreading yourself thin across more.
So what do you do when you feel like God has given you passions and skills in multiple areas and have the desire to be excellent in them all without you family paying the price? My solution thus far, and by no means is this the right answer just what I have come up with till I hear otherwise, is to poor everything into the things I feel God has given me a passion for and keep remembering to go to Him daily to for his strength and to make sure that I still feel Him pulling me in this particular direction, at this time. Because plain and simple I am not enough or smart enough to be excellent in all things, but He can make my enough, excellent and He is more than enough.